The time flies as my heart flutters

Wow, so I just realized that my last post was the first in over a month.  A lot has happened in the last month. The boy in my September post stoped talking to me, and then started talking to me again. I finally told Chase how I felt about him, and he was really shocked and taken a back. Chase and I didn't talk for almost two weeks, but he called last night. It was good to talk to him even for the little bit of time we did. I miss him so much when we don't talk and it is not because I have feelings for him, it is because I love him as a friend and treasure our time together even if it is only over the phone for right now. 

I went home this past month to visit, and it was a short, but good visit. I get to see the main men in my life; Chase, Jordan, Cole, Kyle, Shawn, Jake, My brothers and dad. I also got to see my FAV! girls with the exception of Nicholle. I spent a lot of time with Amanda who pretty much rocks my world. Chase and I had dinner the night before I left and it was really good, just short. I was going to post after that one, but did not know how to formulate my thoughts and feelings at the time. So, chase and I had dinner it was great. It was the first time we had actually gotten together for dinner, or a meal. so that was a bit wierd because of my dislike of eating in front of people, but it was a really good time :) and it was with chase so that makes just about everything better. 

So the boy from here and I are talking again, but not hanging out as much. I dont know what to make of him, or how I feel about him.  I am not a big fan of him being older, but yet he acts my age.  Anyway enough on that topic. This past weekend I went to Long Island for the paranormal state Feild trip #2. It was an okay time, I got some perks out of it.  I met a cool guy, and he is into religion like me which is sweet, so now I hopefully have an east coast Religion buddy! 

Anyway, that is pretty much an update on things. I will try to write more..

Adios

Long Island and Long distance.

So Long Island was pretty much a cluster Fuck. It seems like everything planned was shot to hell. The one person I really really wanted to meet and talk to was not there. She had to bail on the trip. I understand that so I was like whatever. The lecture I really wanted to see was not that great. I mean it was informative, however it was not as intellectually pleasing as I was hoping. I did get to talk to some really cool people and meet some super sweeties! But I was a bit disappointed that the people I really wanted to talk too seemed to brush me aside when approached. Part of me understand though. Anyway, I got to talk to some informative people and I hope that dialouge continues. 

The long distance, I miss my friends back home.

To be continued.